I feel defeated, for the erroneous desire to be lazy has caused repercussions to our life that has taken a bit of time to recover from. It is impossible to be focused without a good dose of information being obtained throughout the course of the day. I don’t know what happens when a person reads, and even though perhaps ninety if not ninety nine percent or what is read is never recommunicated, it nevertheless provides an injection of variability to what is told. The problem here lies in the fact that we are responsible not just for our mind, but for our body as well. It is pretty much impossible to work effectively, if at all, if you don’t do physical exercise, and even, if by some long shot, you do manage to work, the severely curtailed lifespan will reduce your total output to unpleasant levels. The body is a corporation, replete with managers, administrators, and executives. Serve it well, and your conscience will actually support you when you want to be productive. Athletes, you are the prophets of your professions, so see to it that you are looked up to, that the health of the nation may flourish.
This is difficult. Years and years of suffering has made the possibilities of feeling peace, even in the absence of sources of agony, well nigh impossible. Am I doomed to be a prisoner of my emotions forever, unable to feel contentment because I am too busy obsessing over why I failed instead of promoting my future. I feel sad, because people have caused me inhuman harm, and simply ignoring that and living my life now is not easy, I just wanted to feel peace, and now that the possibility is here I ignore it and instead spend my time thinking as to why I have been prevented from feeling it in the past, something, which of course has no answer. All I can do is mourn, perhaps because peace is not really a fundamental human right, even though the pursuit of it is. I must remind myself that I am not strange in feeling this way, for at the end of a bloody war, who in an entire country can claim to feel immediate peace? Such a task is not human, and emotional wounds take time to heal. ...
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