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A war is being waged in our life, between two different sources of income. Let’s be honest here, that all inherited wealth is an unnecessary distraction to the intrepid businessman. Assuming I don’t go to prison for trying to inherit what amounts my father has left us, I have to say that the effort, whether it’s water thrown in the ocean or otherwise, simply is not stackable. But I am walking on a thin line, for if I believe that I will get it, it will be taken away from me, and if I say I don’t need it, I will fall in trouble. I feel like there are many spikes touching my body, and I am undecided what they will do to me. I must walk like a robot, for I can neither develop my thoughts now, nor can I be confident of a more secure life. If you are given benefits, then you had better see yourself as a government employee, for the government does not want you to squander that money, but to use it to better yourself and it, even if it painfully compromises how much water you can drink per day. My business is a failure, but my desire to live isn’t. I hope that doesn’t make people hate me for not building dolers for them.