Let god in the form of dice decide for us whether writing is slowly killing us or not, for it captures and contains our emotional instability, at the price of encapsulating these moments from the rest of our life, creating a lacuna that, well, needs to be filled with water sooner or later. One of the geniuses of bitcoin is that it’s trade involves as much fractional currency as whole integers. I am not sure whether this is the most energy efficient ways of utilizing blockchain technology, through recording and storing transactional history, but it certainly feels more compact in those terms, and in terms of overall data generated. A useful expedient that follows is that these odious ever increasing zeros that appear as humanity progresses is reduced, and that is certainly an advancement of cultivation. The standard internationale of measurements should also follow suit, making sure that the basic unit of length, for example, is exactly in the middle of the range utilized by science in nature, although of course, this value will also change with time. Maybe forming a committee with respect to this matter will help.
This is difficult. Years and years of suffering has made the possibilities of feeling peace, even in the absence of sources of agony, well nigh impossible. Am I doomed to be a prisoner of my emotions forever, unable to feel contentment because I am too busy obsessing over why I failed instead of promoting my future. I feel sad, because people have caused me inhuman harm, and simply ignoring that and living my life now is not easy, I just wanted to feel peace, and now that the possibility is here I ignore it and instead spend my time thinking as to why I have been prevented from feeling it in the past, something, which of course has no answer. All I can do is mourn, perhaps because peace is not really a fundamental human right, even though the pursuit of it is. I must remind myself that I am not strange in feeling this way, for at the end of a bloody war, who in an entire country can claim to feel immediate peace? Such a task is not human, and emotional wounds take time to heal. ...
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