Curse my luck, noble Americans. I fought you with sword, mace and shield for years, but now I throw down the gauntlet and will join forces with you to let a cloven humanity mend, heal, and aim for the stars. We grow haggard with exhaustion, and ask ourselves, if we are eternal beings, is toil everlasting? Yes, but the effort decreases with time, for heaven is at a point infinitely distant in time, and we are getting ever closer to it, but never quite reaching it. Do you celebrate for being wealthy, or even the wealthiest? You are meaningless to me, for consciousness is information, and informationalism is incomparably superior to capitalism for the survival of humanity, them being competing ideologies. In this day and age, capitalism is dangerous, verging on terrorism, if not dipping into it. The value of your bank account is summarized purely by the amount of data stored in it, and nothing else. All other thinking and cogitating relating to it is mere pomp and circumstance that harms rather than benefits. Companies are not meaningless, because they are repositories of information. Buy stocks while you can, for all points towards an illiquid future.
This is difficult. Years and years of suffering has made the possibilities of feeling peace, even in the absence of sources of agony, well nigh impossible. Am I doomed to be a prisoner of my emotions forever, unable to feel contentment because I am too busy obsessing over why I failed instead of promoting my future. I feel sad, because people have caused me inhuman harm, and simply ignoring that and living my life now is not easy, I just wanted to feel peace, and now that the possibility is here I ignore it and instead spend my time thinking as to why I have been prevented from feeling it in the past, something, which of course has no answer. All I can do is mourn, perhaps because peace is not really a fundamental human right, even though the pursuit of it is. I must remind myself that I am not strange in feeling this way, for at the end of a bloody war, who in an entire country can claim to feel immediate peace? Such a task is not human, and emotional wounds take time to heal. ...
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