We invest not because we want to make money, but because we want to make sure that the products that we use don’t disappear from this earth, or deteriorate in quality. A great accomplishment, though, would be to make a product improve in quality, and that is what we also aim for, by increasing the professionalism of what is offered, even if it is a drink. There is only logic in being an entrepreneur if you have access to a new technology and want to commercialize it. For the rest of us, though, informationalismt will suffice. In all honesty, I have rarely had a thought for a product that did not already exist on the market, which is why, for me, simply owning companies that currently exist makes more sense. This is in addition to the fact that there just aren’t many venture capitalists and angel investors in my country, to make a new product from a new company a reality. It kills me, the way that the products dearest to me are killing themselves with the deterioration of their professionalism. There is nothing I can do though, for, if my fractional god hazes my desert sun for me, I only have one thousand dollars a month.
This is difficult. Years and years of suffering has made the possibilities of feeling peace, even in the absence of sources of agony, well nigh impossible. Am I doomed to be a prisoner of my emotions forever, unable to feel contentment because I am too busy obsessing over why I failed instead of promoting my future. I feel sad, because people have caused me inhuman harm, and simply ignoring that and living my life now is not easy, I just wanted to feel peace, and now that the possibility is here I ignore it and instead spend my time thinking as to why I have been prevented from feeling it in the past, something, which of course has no answer. All I can do is mourn, perhaps because peace is not really a fundamental human right, even though the pursuit of it is. I must remind myself that I am not strange in feeling this way, for at the end of a bloody war, who in an entire country can claim to feel immediate peace? Such a task is not human, and emotional wounds take time to heal. ...
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