One can’t help but wonder whether super heavy atoms, when in the form of molecules or compounds, would make effective fuels, nuclear or otherwise, we don’t know the exact mechanism through which they would be processed, but they might be useful for interstellar travel. Ah, how hated we are! How many times do I have to say I love you before you realize that I am only trying to serve you? I have made painful polemics in the past, and I recognize that fixing such criticism will take time, but let me tell you one thing, and that is that the caliphate is all about compassion, and our competition with Christianity is on who could love their followers more. I confess that some of the time, I feel no physical pain, and that makes me guilty for seizing god’s work or benevolence towards me without paying something in recompense. The prophet mohammed peace be upon him had female apostles, as many as Jesus, not wives. It’s time this got reflected in the history books. The electromagnetic universe we live in is tiny, and makes us feel like a red blood cell in a body. It will all be colonized one day, a story for tomorrow.
This is difficult. Years and years of suffering has made the possibilities of feeling peace, even in the absence of sources of agony, well nigh impossible. Am I doomed to be a prisoner of my emotions forever, unable to feel contentment because I am too busy obsessing over why I failed instead of promoting my future. I feel sad, because people have caused me inhuman harm, and simply ignoring that and living my life now is not easy, I just wanted to feel peace, and now that the possibility is here I ignore it and instead spend my time thinking as to why I have been prevented from feeling it in the past, something, which of course has no answer. All I can do is mourn, perhaps because peace is not really a fundamental human right, even though the pursuit of it is. I must remind myself that I am not strange in feeling this way, for at the end of a bloody war, who in an entire country can claim to feel immediate peace? Such a task is not human, and emotional wounds take time to heal. ...
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