I just can’t function. Moral threats force me to rest for four hours for every one hour of work I do. There is no relief. Writing at home is comforting when it comes to protecting yourself from satan outside the home, but falls flat on it’s face when it comes to protecting yourself from satan from within the home. Let’s try to balance things out, then, and work equally at home and in the office, not for maximum peace, but for minimum suffering. Armchair advice, this is what home talk is, something that strengthens us from one side, and harms us from another. Is there a common thread to all this suffering? Nothing other than the fact that because we have to do chores that are none work related, we have to create an environment that is healthy for that, and that once that is completed, to create a moral environment that is healthy for work. I don’t know why I get these inhuman urges to sin, despite recognizing that such actions can only harm me. The only way to go back to equilibrium in such scenarios is to rest if work is the problem, and work if rest is the problem. Curse me, for I am human.
Mental health. Do we need to say any more? If you are diagnosed as mentally ill, and you do not care much for recovery, people are going to treat you as a lunatic, exposing you to the vilest aspects of life because they think you are nothing, accentuated by the fact that you debase yourself. Mental health is not a mere phenomenon, it’s a way of life. When you speak of honor, people are going to ignore you, at least those closest to you will, because it does not take into account the multifaceted aspects of mental life. I want to be the prophet of healthy living, but take caution, for surrounding yourself with wealth will destroy any mental stability you have attained. If you must make money, make money, but don’t surround yourself with people of such stature, for the sake of your emotional stability, and therefore your mental well being. Doctors, you mighty paragons of existence, I beseech you, aim for perfection, and understand that your directives for health is what creates th...
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