Ah satan, how you haunt me. The administrative world can be divided into two categories, the national subdivisions, represented by mayors, governors, and councils in their various forms, and the national crossdivisions, represented by CEOs, teams, and boards of directors. We are still not at a point in the development of humanity where there subdivisions of the earth have been perfected, and they need to be worked on as much as the crossdivisions, being called as such because they are almost always cross border, or cross parish, in their responsibilities. Such thinking needs fleshing out, because we only reached this conclusion a few minutes ago. One of the reasons British India was never as developed as England itself is that there weren’t as many subdivision levels, and the lowest subdivision presided over populations that on average was a hundred thousand, unlike the parishes which on average had the responsibility of thousands of people. It is difficult to know what the levels of crossdivisions are. One possible suggestion could be based on the company’s scope, whether it is international, national, regional or county based. Communication is overtaking thought, and we need to put the matter to rest.
This is difficult. Years and years of suffering has made the possibilities of feeling peace, even in the absence of sources of agony, well nigh impossible. Am I doomed to be a prisoner of my emotions forever, unable to feel contentment because I am too busy obsessing over why I failed instead of promoting my future. I feel sad, because people have caused me inhuman harm, and simply ignoring that and living my life now is not easy, I just wanted to feel peace, and now that the possibility is here I ignore it and instead spend my time thinking as to why I have been prevented from feeling it in the past, something, which of course has no answer. All I can do is mourn, perhaps because peace is not really a fundamental human right, even though the pursuit of it is. I must remind myself that I am not strange in feeling this way, for at the end of a bloody war, who in an entire country can claim to feel immediate peace? Such a task is not human, and emotional wounds take time to heal. ...
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