The mental health services of the country are slowly overlaying their web on the people, letting it be known that service to the country is what we should all aspire to. In the end, I don’t know why people say bad things, but what I do know is that saying that is unhealthy, and is a symptom of a disturbed mind. Great study needs to be accomplished in this field, for mental illness is as poorly understood as quantum mechanics, and greater insight into the matter will help our people become more productive and forces for good, rather than malevolent forces that antagonize common goals. Perhaps that is the reason for kingship, that it is better for people to glorify one person than it is to destroy twenty, because if we all try and kill each other, society cannot function, but if we concede towards respecting at least one person, then a country can flourish. It’s not ideal, but the truth of the matter is that perfect equality means perfect violence, which is why things need to be staggered to promote peace. The king represents the dreams of the people, and all a person needs to do to feel like him is to think about him.
This is difficult. Years and years of suffering has made the possibilities of feeling peace, even in the absence of sources of agony, well nigh impossible. Am I doomed to be a prisoner of my emotions forever, unable to feel contentment because I am too busy obsessing over why I failed instead of promoting my future. I feel sad, because people have caused me inhuman harm, and simply ignoring that and living my life now is not easy, I just wanted to feel peace, and now that the possibility is here I ignore it and instead spend my time thinking as to why I have been prevented from feeling it in the past, something, which of course has no answer. All I can do is mourn, perhaps because peace is not really a fundamental human right, even though the pursuit of it is. I must remind myself that I am not strange in feeling this way, for at the end of a bloody war, who in an entire country can claim to feel immediate peace? Such a task is not human, and emotional wounds take time to heal. ...
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